went shopping with hazeline ytd afternoon , i overslept ! Its not a good thing to rush at all ! )x seriously not ! yeahhs :X im eating my lollipop now , its super cute ;X kinda dun bare to eat it . I want to buy more of it soon (x i guess my tongue's having those colouring now . Its uber sweet , i guess it is , maybe my tastebuds has got problem :X Oh yeahhs , & i dream talk ! :D Granny was like , are you dream talking when she returned from toilet just now , then i woke up . Hahas ! It's interesting :X I was shouting in my dream & there i am doing the same thingy in reality ! LOL !
Mummie says that the clothes that i bought are like pyjamas .
it isn't lorhhs !

the other version of my hotpink top ?


I know its super common ==" But , ive got nothing to buy already ? :X its cute anyways :D voodoo dolls , i think they are .



Yes ! i love this skirt :3

hazeline , this is the proof that my wardobe only occupys almost half of it ! The other part , dun nid see :X its super messy .


the lollipop im eating , as you can see a bit of the ear's gone (x

sometimes , i think that i still love meanie , maybe i still do . But whats the point already ? Does he love me ? NO ! Perhaps thats part of the reason whye i just can't fall in love anymore , but who really does cares ? As in , there's no point already right ? Once you let go of him , he would never return to you , yes , indeed im moving on already . When i visit his friendster , he put something about emptiness , i guess its just refering to his ex or that girlf that dumped him ? Im not sure . I doubt its even me at all lahhs , he ignored my sms & stuffs , then uhhs /: whatever ! This is the last time im gonna think about him or anything related to me loving him already . It's seriously painful uhhs ! Whye the hell did i fall for such guy anyways ! He's a playboy ! But i still love him ==" It's not that i don't have anything to do , so i think about him , Asia conference is just tmr ! So , there's no way only him is left in my brain for my to think about and stuffs . Im not blaming anyone or whatever , i just feel that i wanna talk to meanie , but at the same time , i guess its better to not do it . I don't know , i doubt he'll even come to me or whatever lahhs ==" who would like such fugly girl lyk me ? I guess i'll just continue with my life , i wonder whye i still have this hope that he might love me , its even impossible already lahhs . But , somehow i still wanna know , i wanna hear him that he dun love me anymore so that my heart can seriously just give up on all little impossible hopes that im having now .

I shall continue my daily life :D somehow i guess .

added on 7 : 38 am ;
Yes , daddie gonna order breakfast today (x what a rare thingy that happened ? hahas ! I've not been eating breakfast for such a long time already , i guess i didn't as in a good breakfast , not those rushing kinda xD LOL ! Yeahhs , i guess i'll go online & order my books now ==" uhhs , whatever , im bored . Sally's Spa's nice btw . So , is cooking academy , it sure is addictive :X LOL ! Fun <3 oh yeahhs , i sorta made a penpal or something :D lol , i guess she sorta is . No idea xD She's super interesting & stuffs i guess . Lalalas ~ Im waiting for the snow photo that she'll be sending me .