i didn't went sch again xD im kinda sick -.- i can barely wake up at all just now . Everyone must have felt the same anyways (: Blehh , malaysia and singapore didn't even make any differenance , it's just that singapore has got more buildings and smaller , and malaysia looks bigger and tons of trees , grass , green . Oh well , the camp was fun , but i didn't miss it at all . I got my butt wet for idk why i suddenly seems to be closer to the corner of the tent ;O then my butt got all wet and i had to change to another bottom , some of them are a lil wet /: and tons of mosquito bites and blahh blahh .
Oh well , the camp did make bonds stronger and weaker for some idk -.- oh well , im gonna break my voice any sooner , have been coughing lyk nuts since i return bak to singapore . I think im gonna skip my drum lessons -.- seriously , im super duper tired .
added on 9:52pm;
im not gonna care ~
not gonna care a single shit !
whatever you wanna do , just do it .
i'm not longer gonna stick lyk a superglue .
cause you never once made me felt lyk i was ur friend ,
you just made me feel lyk im just some shit being friendly with you !
whatever whatever whatever whatever .
that's what i'd be thinking ,
i couldn't have cared about you at all .
Not to mention about that 'love' that i gave you .
i asked for nothing but ,
it's all no use now .
cause i'm really not going to care about you anymore .
Goodbye my once-dearest friend .
I'll appear again , once you had changed ,
changed for the better , and you'd appreciate that 'love' that i gave you .
and no longer take me for granted for whomever i might be .
till that day comes , i'll just stay far .
far away , a distance that's perfect till that day that comes ,
and may our bonds be stronger once again and for all .
& no storms could have apart us at all .
i won't give a damn anymore about you ,
neither would i irritate you any longer ...
however , this time , the both of us are really gone for good .
we're back to being strangers lyk we hadn't known each other at all .
Our bonds are broken apart , which are just lyk the same poles
of a magnet rebelling each other .
the day continues as we walk our own ways .
no longer seeing each other in our own eyes , taking each other as invisibles .
i just wished everything would be over soon ,
the sorrow-ness that im actually having to lose a once dear friend .
lyk a needle piercing through my heart .
the day that when we're apart ,
the day that i became a robot .
even if you were not my lover , my friend .
i just want to say a final goodbye and off
we go into our own individuals world once again .
Call me ; though my real name is yanqin .
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Drumkit 
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