i skipped school again , why am i doing this ? & what do i even want to do now ? i can't think of any answers to it at all . Even mum and dad says that results doesn't matters at all , i think that's bullshit . Cause you two still do care about it , you know how much i hated to just taking out my free time to study , i know you will say " oh why other students can do you , why not you ? " part of it is my fault , and part of it isn't . I just don't know . Cause even if my parents said it didn't matter if im having any failing grade , and in the end what ? You all still say as long as u tried ur best , and you told me to what ? Take out 1 hour of my free time to study . Sorry , even if i could do that , it doesn't even work at all . Im just born stupid . I've got no talent , lyk some worthless normal human .
Who cares even if im crying now , i know i need the counselor to solve all these stupid things , but i just simply hate counselors , they did force all the answers out of you . & of course , i know that there's a lot of things in fact , that even all my closest friends have yet to actually even know . I just can't tell . It's a little too personal , and i don't know -.- i just wish that after all these crying for this whole day it would just come to an end , cause i seriously don't wanna cry over all these stuffs anymore . Im only going to stick to living till 35 years old and that's it .